The Right Vs The Wrong

不要问我why我要用华文Blog, although my chinese is bad. 但是我还是想要式一试。If some of the chinese characters are wrong, please pardon me for that.

我任为，当一个人对你的末个影像不是很好的时候，你是不想找麻烦的时候， 那个人不知不觉，都会觉得你要找麻烦。Sometimes i dont mean to find any trouble/quarrel but you jus assume things. So eventually it seems like i'm the one who's at fault, for creating all the big Huha.
There's already a barrel there, so no matter how, it seems like ALL/EVERYTIME i am the one who's creating all the Huha.

这是一件不好的事，但是他以经有了那个不好的影像，所以不管我say what, i'll still be at fault and cause things to happen.

我不知道我到底想say what... but no matter how i just wanna say Sorry, 对不起 if i really cause some misunderstanding.
But my dear friends who knows me well enough, i'm that kinda person who dislike....

• Trigger by small small stuff
• Last min stuff
• Promises made but eventually break the promise
• To feel Emotional, Angry and Sad. (Some knows i will use alcohol to make myself feel better)
• To be Angry, and i'll prefer to be alone, and pluck into my MP3.
• Forgetful pple... thats the worst thing.
• Pple with Selective hearing...
• Pple who always make me repeat the things i've said
• Stupid pple (who doesnt ?)

There's alot more, but dont think i wanna continue... all i can say is that i really love my family member, they are the one who's really my lover. I admire my mum's temper as she can Endure my temper, though most of the time is as bad as hers.
They are my everything in life... how i wish we can marry our own siblings or mum, hahah insane ? But they are the most trustworthy and they'll love you whole heartedly no matter what. And they can endure all the nonsense i'll have...

As quoted in Rui En's interview in straits time... i seriously feel that i can live a life without marrying to anyone. And i can really be single throughout my life...
Sometimes relationship can be rather tiring, i noe my partner will be worst, cause i'm unreasonable, i'm like a time bomb that can explod anytime... well i do feel bad about it, but thats me... i try at times to control and stuff, but well guess partially must be my mum's genes la... seriously...

Haiz nvm... i'm not in a right mind to blog now i guess... i shall just enjoy my holiday (On Leave), hopefully i can. With pple getting angry with me when i'm not trying to find trouble, arrggg... nvm forget it. Everything is my fault la... maybe i shld just keep my mouth shut, dont talk, then TaDah~~~ things will be fine... Talk less = Less trouble created...

Take care everybody till then.......

ANGRY~~~

I JUST WANNA SHOUT...........


I'M ANGRY !!!!!!

Dont ask me why... i just dont wanna talk about it...

Hope i can sleep well tonight, Sweet dreams everybody...

I'm BaCk BLoggiNg....

Hello, how's everyone doing ?? I'm pretty busy busy... Busy with work, busy spending time with all my love ones and also recently busy with my hunting of bike.

Last weekend finally managed to see Ms Stef Sun again after so long, we kinda miss her... really... We sort of enjoy ourselves, we've grown up, we dont wanna fight for good seats anymore. Just find a comfortable zone, relax and enjoy the whole performance.

And work was hell... its like we've lotsa work pilling up, and worst thing... it's not supposed to be your own work, you are covering and helping others. Gosh... i dont mind helping if it's within our own job scope (as in, we're doing the same thing, just help out abit here and there).
But now, i have to do EXTRA work, which i've not done it before, have to be taught and then gotta help. Sometimes i realised i cant be too GOOD... cause will tend to be assigned with MORE stuff to do. SHUCKS !!! AND NO OT PAY CAN ???
But whatever la... *HuMpx*

Anyway, FINALLY I'VE BOUGHT MY BIKE !!!! Although i just pass not too long, but buying bike, especially when it comes to 2nd hand, it takes time to like find a good one yet it's like within a good budget. For me, my stubborn attitude, no one can stop me from getting something when i have already set my mind to get it. So my mum gave the green light for me to buy (Cause no choice, if she say no, i'll still buy), and usually i dont tell my dad about bike thingy, guess he'll really discourage me to buy, but still he gave green light as well...

I'll post up pics once i've wash and clean it nicely la... these few days been rather hectic, needa settle those paperwork stuff. Then now i've to go get my seats cut... my leg can touch the floor la... just that only half of my foot... my mum wants my whole foot to be able to touch the ground, so needa go cut. No choice, but it's good... as in during traffic jam and stuff, also pillion will be easier. Oh yea for your info, if you wanna roughly know how my bike look like, you can just go google search.

Gilera Runner Vxr 200 (Black Colour)...

haha enjoy looking...

Oh yea i'm really tired, i shall update soon... and btw my off day 13 Dec to 21 Dec... ask me out anytime if i'm free. FYI, needa book in advance huh. Lolx...

Take care everyone. =)

FiNaLLy...

Finally suggested a few things:-

1. Finally i'm updating my blog after so so so LONG...........
2. Finally i got my MOTORCYCLE CLASS 2B LICENCE !!!
3. Finally my LIFE aint that EMPTY anymore...
4. Finally Stef gonna appear again for a short PERFORMANCE this month...
5. Finally most of my DEAREST FRIENDS are 21 Years Old... although some are turning 21 soon...
6. Finally... Finally... Finally...

Haha there's really lotsa Finally, but some aint that important to list.

Why am i so free to blog today, it's because I took leave today. For what purpose ? That's to go for my Class 2B TP. I've been "Chiong-ing" like mad for the 1st few months before my birthday, but things changes when I changed a new job too. My new job is good, with 5 days week and also office working hours, which means i can only go for my bike practice late at night or during weekends. For sucha lazy gal like me, ofcourse I kinda give up for quite some months.
But finally i've got the drive to push myself and force myself to complete it once and for all.

Was pretty ok when i reached Bbdc, doing the warm up and stuff. But it's only during the Briefing time and meeting the Tester... I got pretty nervous, as i'm afraid that i'll make small small unneccessary mistakes and worst to get a immediate failure. So i told myself i can do it, with all the well wishes and also cause i really hate disappointment. So i got really focus, visualised the whole route while waiting patiently for my turn.

Thoughout the test, it's pretty fast, probably less than 20 Mins and we're done with everything. Me, myself thought i've spotted a few mistakes made... (To spot more mistakes n imagine to get more points to prevent disappointment during the results time). So i told myself, worst come to worst, at least i pass with 18 points i'll be happy enough.

Waiting time over at the Results Waiting Room was Hell. Cause once the Tester step in, he will start to call your tag no. or name. (FYI : Once they call your tag no. or name, it will mean, thank you for trying, please come back again, you FAIL)
So everyone was praying real hard that their tag no. wont be called out. Ofcourse i got real exciting and felt so relax when my tag no. wasnt being called out.

So it's time to retrieve our Checklist which states that you pass and you can get your licence. When i got my Checklist, i was shocked... i was expecting like 10 over points, BUT BUT BUT... i've got ONLY 2 POINTS !!! Haha hell, i was so excited la, didnt know i pass it with such a flying colours. Hahaha many of my friends don't believe me at all la... but thats the fact =)

Anyway my old driving licence now look super ugly. They jus print my Class 3 and Class 2B on a piece of paper then stick it at the back. But well nvm, i shall make do with that. Otherwise i'll have to pay $25 for it, not worth it la... Ugly nvm, can drive and ride on the road officially now is the most importantly things. (BTW, i got my Class 3 on, 5 Oct 06... and now Class 2B, 12 Nov 08.)

Whether i will get a bike or not, stay tune in my blog. I'll let you guys know whether izzit being approved by my parents. FYI: My parents and relatives knows that i'm learning la, i didnt learn behind their back ok? I'm a good gal afterall... haha

Alright time to bathe and get ready for a nice dinner.

I shall update soon...

BuSy WeEkEnd OvEr....

Hmmm, alright i dont really know what to blog about. But this week i'll say its a rather nice week. Why ?
- Tues night had Steamboat with my fellow colleagues, we're too stress up with lotsa work and something which i wont wanna mention. Hmmm, i think we dont really hv a group photo on our dinner, but i'll try to find and upload it again. It rained super heavily after that, we have fun "Running Around, Sheltering each other with jus 1 umbrella"... and eventually we got all overselves wet.

- And ofcouse, Hahah cause Wed was a PH, and i spent the day with my fellow Bitches, Ms Lala aNd Mr Chairmeh. It's nice catching up with them, especially we gonna miss Chairmeh as he'll be going Aus. for 3 weeks. But it's nice chatting up and eating all those good food. Haha and we did mention about some groups having budget constraint and never eat good food. Muahaha, ok i'm not gonna talk much about that la.

Haha we had mini celebration at our department, haha lotsa food. Then Fri, mini celebration as well at Ink Club Bar, then met up with my Mr.Y.

Saturday a rather nice day out, hahah the rain stopped just nice when Mr.Y reached and when we gonna leave. Moovie marathon, afternoon "Connected" with my Mr.Y and night time "MaMa Mia" with my Bros and Mum. *ThUmbs Up* for these 2 movies... And i'm Kinda surprised by Barbie Hsu's acting and ofcourse MaMa Mia's oldies soongs... Oohh... so loving it...

I'll Update again... laptop low batt... and i'm lazy to be stuck at the powerpoint supply area.

*** 一天一天的过，也会想你和爱你越来越多。。。***

TiRed aNd BuSy...

I apologise for not updating my blog. Reason being :-

• I am too busy over my weekends. Muahahha
  - (13th Sept was having my half day Sat Duty then met up with Mr.Y and then my mum for shopping)
  - (14th Sept was Passing out parade for Eddie + Joseph)
• Still busy over the next weekend.
  - (20th Sept, Commissioning Ball of Eddie + Joseph but i'm not their partners for that day, i partner Mr.Y) *Anyway Memorable date as well for 20092008.
  - (Sunday as usual family day over at my uncle's house)
• Over this weekend still busy !!!
  - (I am preparing to head down to work, and ofcourse given the chance to go to the F1 site and experience this 1 and only night race happening in Sg)

Hahah anyway yst was in the office when there's quite a few commercial cars driving on the tracks. Hahah it's rather exciting initially as we do have a small balcony, and have a view of the race. So we went out getting all excited, but after it continues for like more than an hour, we got kinda "Sian" with the noise. But hahah its fun la...

Anyway no matter how next week i'll make a point to make myself free, as Mr. Chairmeh is gonna fly to Australia soon !! We must meet up no matter how !!

Random :-
*** Everything seems to be better, the pace is right, the amount of time spent is right. The feelings grew and hope it can be better. "ONE" is the number and it's gonna increase to "TWO", "THREE", "FOUR" and more... Jia You !!! ***

I hope and promise that i'll upload more photos in my blog. But gimmi sometime to actually get over with these busy weekends. When i have the time, i'll post more pics. =)

And and and... Muahahah i'm going Bangkok AGAIN on 24th Oct - 27th Oct... so i wont be free on these dates. 4th time to Bangkok, Boring ?? Nah shopping is always super duper fun !!! =p And it's rather sexciting as we're gonna stay in 5 stars hotel, non other than Swissotel, must support support. But my leaves still pending for approval, damn it. Shall see how... Meanwhile, take care everyone =)

Belated 21st Birthday Celebration

Had a belated 21st Birthday celebration for Apple. Although everything seems kinda late. But we sure have a good time catching up and hope Apple love her presents. =)
It's my 1st time at Hard Rock Cafe, haha it's weird, like staying in singapore for donkey years, n yst is most of our 1st time there. Probably, usually is that you will go Hard Rock at other countries.
The place is freaking cold, most of us was freezing (Luckily i got my jacket), and so many pple were celebrating bday there. But Apple's one was more meaningful as the live band wishes her and sang bday song for her. And their Big polaroid is the one i got for my bday =p.

The Birthday Girl trying to act cute. =)



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Anyway before i met up with "part of the gang" those in the pic is not our full force of gang yet, lolx. Went to watch Wall E with Mr. Y, it's not bad of a show, it's quite funny. Haha, but i feel like watching quite a few shows, maybe i'll watch the dvd instead.
Hmmm, think that's all for now, i dont really know what more to blog about.

*** am i really ready for this new start ? The feeling just ain't the same as how i feel for the past experience. am i thinking too much ? Or probably the best have yet to come ? Oh well, please tell me that i am thinking too much and things will definitely be better. Break out of my horizons... I can do it !!! ***

I'm Miss Pirates....

My last blog as mention, my Company's having D&D, and i'm being Sabo to take part in the best dress. As expected i'll needa do some performance on the stage. Being Nominated, being pair up with 1 guy i dont even know. And we've to do some kinda sexy dancing, ChaCha example. He uses his Groin part to keep "rubbing" against me, and i have to use the side of my Butt to block. So eventually it turns out kinda like sexy ChaCha, even the MC knows that he's trying to eat my "tofu", but for your info, it's kinda relief to know that he's a G*Y. Figure it out yourself, it's simple. =)

Just uploading 2 pics, and yea i Won the Best Couple with that G*Y and each of us got $100 Taka voucher each. =) And Thanks to Mr. Y for sending me home. =p

Short Update...

I've got no time to update, cause i'm busy busy busy. Haha

Nothing much, Fri night went to look at the fireworks, it's nice. Really worth the wait...
Sat night's firework we missed it, only managed to peep abit of it at Suntec.

And there's nothing much to blog about but i realised 20082008 is a rather nice and meaningful date. =)

Alright, Mon Company's D&D, it's time for me to dress up nicely and win the best dress, cause i'm being SABOH !!! I shall be a "Handsome" pirates... ahhhaha

WheeWhoo...

Monday's 12 Lotus movie was not bad. After watching it for the 2nd time, it's seriously nicer compare to the 1st time. And the Q&A part with Royston, QiYuWu and Eric was funny...

What should i blog about ? I have no idea at all... Just that i feel like going holiday again, but the air tickets were too expensive. Might drop the idea though.. And September will be a nono leave days for everyone in the department. Thanks to the major events...
But if i'm involved in it, its gonna be a very good exposure.

And then i wanted to upload pics to this wordy blog, but i'm too lazy, so please pardon me for that. Too shag out from last week.

I'm so dead, 6th September which is my Dear and my Close friend's 21st bday, both celebrating on the same day but different venue. How ?? Any advice ? 1 at Cck, another 1 at Pasir Ris... I wish i could be split into 2 at that very moment when i got the invitation.
My Dear accompanied me for 2 full days for my Chalet, so i'll feel bad for not being able to help her on that day. Arrrggg... i shall slowly think of a win-win situation.


那个好像爱我的人，不是我爱的人，所以千万不要说你爱我，因为不会有结果。。。

Angry, Troubled & Freaking Annoying

Tht i might be a happy little kid reaching home, blogging about my fun weekend.
But something just spoilt my mood to the MAX, i'm trying to COOL myself down. Nevertheless i kind of enjoy the Movie, especially when there's part that's meant to be sad, but we actually laugh.

Anyway Mr. Y was kinda sweet, he travelled from... i dont know where to my place, just because i'm feeling rather down and angry. So he brought me ice cream, accompanied me for a short Chit Chatting session. It helps, i felt better after that...
And Yea Mr. Y, i'm officially Thanking you in my blog okay, but that's really sweet of you. Really Appreciate the Caring Thts, Thank you once again. =)

Hope tmr gonna be a good day, i hope i wont dream of 12 Lotus... Good week ahead my Dear Readers...

Busy Week Ahead

Supposed to have supper, but was cancelled last min.

Was reflecting on a few stuff. But i realised how Greedy humans can be, nothing seems to be enough, guess everyone agree on it. No examples needed i supposed, it's too easy to name a few points with just a snap of ur fingers.

I realised when there's a barrier between something, even though it seems to be "gone" or "invisible" but somehow or rather the Barrier will still be there, and never will be able to remove. I dont know why i hv this thoughts but perhaps i'm really thinking too much.
Awful thinking:
***Dont Think -> Then Wont Worry
***Wont Worry -> Then Wont Get Affected
Oh gosh, i better not think, it's not worth killing my precious brain cells.

I'm stucked at this line for like 15mins, but still i dont know what should i blog about. Because things that came across my mine for blogging sounds kinda nonsensical.

Ok nvm, i'm troubled by something but i shall just turn in and everything will be fine tmr.

Oh Yea, Wishing Singapore a Very Happy 43rd Birthday !!!
But well, No Live Parade, No Live Fireworks, No Inspirational Singer for National Day Song = No National Day Mood. That's my own logic, dont know about urs.
But Nevertheless it's Singapore's Birthday, Let All The National Day Songs Rejoice Our Heart !!!

Nice Weekend...

Had a nice weekend, not too busy, but at least the time spend was worthwhile. Friday after work, had Dinner with Mr Chairmeh n head down to the Garden Festival. The Theme this year was pretty nice. Or rather during the Year 2006, we were walking around the Garden Festival happily, but our eyes aint focusing on the flowers, our eyes were actually glued to Ms Stefanie Sun. But it's pretty nice touring around the whole place with her, it's like one in a life time kinda thing, except the SK thingy, which tour around a small area.
Took quite a few pics, will upload if i have the time, CAUSE my taiwan trip photo is not even up yet.

Went down to Upper Bukit Timah with Chairmeh for Supper with Ms Lala. Then we quickly try to finish up the food and catch our bus back home, La took cab, cause there isnt any bus heading towards her area. Lolx...

Saturday took a long ride to Pasir Ris for Peisien's 21st Birthday Celebration. Reached early, but was accompanying the Anak Catcher to catch Anak.
We have a good time Smashing Creams at Ps, it's really nice catching up again after so long. The goodie old times always bring back good memories. Then some of us left abt 10++, cause i was meeting Mr. Y. Wanted to go for supper, but wasnt feeling really Hungry, wanted to watch midnight movies but available tix was like at 2++am. So went to Changi Beach to slack, looking at those plane flying across my head, makes me wanna go holiday again.

Sunday actually wanna catch a Movie with Mr. T, but when i try to browse thru the net to look for better seatings at 2++am, there isnt anymore good seats left. Therefore dropped the idea, intend to slack at home.
But while having lunch, good news came... and off i go.

Anyway Mr Melvin, i know you very kaypo read read my blog huh. hahah Anyway just to say i really miss those Poly days, like what u mention, we Skype, we talk using Mic and you can hear my mum's voice, "So late already still talk talk talk talk talk"... Then we mugged together when exams are near, we skipped sch together, we K together, we watch movie together and we gossip non stop about that "Apple Polisher". Good old times, very memorable... But dont worry, you'll be back soon, for Holiday then just endure a few more months left we can meet up like how we used to be. But i'll make it a point that all of us will be there, i apologised for my absent for the previous last outing but yet heartwarming to see you guys turning up for my bday.
Melvin, although we never contact you much, but remember... all of us Misses you... haha so we'll meet up soon ya !!! Dont be Emo + Hum Bao there ok ? Hahha... Cheer up and Enjoy...

*Sometimes I Blame Myself For Being Too Kind, Caring and Nice To Be With.
I Don't Want Wrong Info To Be Sent To The Wrong Person, Eventually I Will Only Hurt That Person.*

Sick..ZzzZZzz

I'm down with Sore Throat and Flu, i've been drinking lotsa water and getting plenty of rest, but i really dont get it, why am i still prone to getting sick ?

Was kind of touched and happy just now. Was msging with Mr. T on my way back home. Upon knowing that i was sick, he actually went to buy Pasta Salad and a bottle of Herbal Cooling drink and met me under my void deck.
I was kinda shocked, cause i tht he was in camp, but well he booked out for awhile to actually packed his stuff for outfield. Thankiew So Much, although i know u dont read my blog. =)

Anyway i'll update again soon. Stay tune and meantime, I wanna get well Soon !!

A New Place To Scream...

I have decided to change my usual blogging space Blogdrive to now, the current blogspot instead.
Cause i assume i can put more pictures into this new blog of mine, so that my blog wont be complained to be too wordy anymore.

Because i have yet to blog about my Taiwan trip, which i took more than 500 odd pictures.
So stay tuned to this new blog, meanwhile, take care folks. =)