Monday, December 15, 2008

The Right Vs The Wrong

不要问我why我要用华文Blog, although my chinese is bad. 但是我还是想要式一试。If some of the chinese characters are wrong, please pardon me for that.

我任为,当一个人对你的末个影像不是很好的时候,你是不想找麻烦的时候, 那个人不知不觉,都会觉得你要找麻烦。Sometimes i dont mean to find any trouble/quarrel but you jus assume things. So eventually it seems like i'm the one who's at fault, for creating all the big Huha.
There's already a barrel there, so no matter how, it seems like ALL/EVERYTIME i am the one who's creating all the Huha.

这是一件不好的事,但是他以经有了那个不好的影像,所以不管我say what, i'll still be at fault and cause things to happen.

我不知道我到底想say what... but no matter how i just wanna say Sorry, 对不起 if i really cause some misunderstanding.
But my dear friends who knows me well enough, i'm that kinda person who dislike....
  • Trigger by small small stuff
  • Last min stuff
  • Promises made but eventually break the promise
  • To feel Emotional, Angry and Sad. (Some knows i will use alcohol to make myself feel better)
  • To be Angry, and i'll prefer to be alone, and pluck into my MP3.
  • Forgetful pple... thats the worst thing.
  • Pple with Selective hearing...
  • Pple who always make me repeat the things i've said
  • Stupid pple (who doesnt ?)

There's alot more, but dont think i wanna continue... all i can say is that i really love my family member, they are the one who's really my lover. I admire my mum's temper as she can Endure my temper, though most of the time is as bad as hers.
They are my everything in life... how i wish we can marry our own siblings or mum, hahah insane ? But they are the most trustworthy and they'll love you whole heartedly no matter what. And they can endure all the nonsense i'll have...

As quoted in Rui En's interview in straits time... i seriously feel that i can live a life without marrying to anyone. And i can really be single throughout my life...
Sometimes relationship can be rather tiring, i noe my partner will be worst, cause i'm unreasonable, i'm like a time bomb that can explod anytime... well i do feel bad about it, but thats me... i try at times to control and stuff, but well guess partially must be my mum's genes la... seriously...

Haiz nvm... i'm not in a right mind to blog now i guess... i shall just enjoy my holiday (On Leave), hopefully i can. With pple getting angry with me when i'm not trying to find trouble, arrggg... nvm forget it. Everything is my fault la... maybe i shld just keep my mouth shut, dont talk, then TaDah~~~ things will be fine... Talk less = Less trouble created...

Take care everybody till then.......

Monday, December 8, 2008

ANGRY~~~

I JUST WANNA SHOUT...........


I'M ANGRY !!!!!!

Dont ask me why... i just dont wanna talk about it...

Hope i can sleep well tonight, Sweet dreams everybody...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I'm BaCk BLoggiNg....

Hello, how's everyone doing ?? I'm pretty busy busy... Busy with work, busy spending time with all my love ones and also recently busy with my hunting of bike.

Last weekend finally managed to see Ms Stef Sun again after so long, we kinda miss her... really... We sort of enjoy ourselves, we've grown up, we dont wanna fight for good seats anymore. Just find a comfortable zone, relax and enjoy the whole performance.

And work was hell... its like we've lotsa work pilling up, and worst thing... it's not supposed to be your own work, you are covering and helping others. Gosh... i dont mind helping if it's within our own job scope (as in, we're doing the same thing, just help out abit here and there).
But now, i have to do EXTRA work, which i've not done it before, have to be taught and then gotta help. Sometimes i realised i cant be too GOOD... cause will tend to be assigned with MORE stuff to do. SHUCKS !!! AND NO OT PAY CAN ???
But whatever la... *HuMpx*

Anyway, FINALLY I'VE BOUGHT MY BIKE !!!! Although i just pass not too long, but buying bike, especially when it comes to 2nd hand, it takes time to like find a good one yet it's like within a good budget. For me, my stubborn attitude, no one can stop me from getting something when i have already set my mind to get it. So my mum gave the green light for me to buy (Cause no choice, if she say no, i'll still buy), and usually i dont tell my dad about bike thingy, guess he'll really discourage me to buy, but still he gave green light as well...

I'll post up pics once i've wash and clean it nicely la... these few days been rather hectic, needa settle those paperwork stuff. Then now i've to go get my seats cut... my leg can touch the floor la... just that only half of my foot... my mum wants my whole foot to be able to touch the ground, so needa go cut. No choice, but it's good... as in during traffic jam and stuff, also pillion will be easier. Oh yea for your info, if you wanna roughly know how my bike look like, you can just go google search.

Gilera Runner Vxr 200 (Black Colour)...

haha enjoy looking...

Oh yea i'm really tired, i shall update soon... and btw my off day 13 Dec to 21 Dec... ask me out anytime if i'm free. FYI, needa book in advance huh. Lolx...

Take care everyone. =)