Calm dOwN aMaN....

"Standing Ontop Of A Mountain,
Witnessing The Sun Rises,
Feeling The Darkness Became Brightness,
Getting The Warm From The Sun To Your Heart,
Making You Feel Love,
Allowing You To Forget The Unhappiness."

Sometimes the power of Sea and Sky can really be shocking.

How i wish i have house that's by the Seaside,
So i can listen to the Sea Breeze and the Silent Night to calm my Tension Feeling.

How i wish i have house that's high up on the Mountain,
So i can have the best view for Sunrise and Sunset,
And also to Scream Out Loud to clear my disturbed mind.

I Thank everyone for the Love, Care and Concern, seriously feel blessed to have all of you.

I'll be ok after a good night sleep.

Update again on my weekend... Stay Tuned...


COoliNg dOwN,
Amanda Chua

HaPpiLy EvEr AftEr...

Just gotten a good news from my dear, as she was telling me this particular person actually concluded that he gave up. =)

Well i knew it all along, it's just the matter of time. Giving up is easy (since when it's not ?) And especially after going away for holiday, and opening your heart and mind to this total relaxation trip. It's easy to forgot, find a new rays of light in life and follow that path, as well as giving up. Hahah so sometimes DETERMINATION and I WON'T GIVE UP can be a little untrue, it depends on individual and whether you're given the opportunity or whether you're just steps away from the goal.

But what i'm feeling now is that... haha guy's determination seems kinda weak. But it's ok, cause you choose your own path and you lead your own life. Importantly is that we're happy =)

Suddenly i'm Missing this particular person, and it jus makes me hoping to be able to spot this particular person at certain common areas and places which might have a high chance of appearing. Haiz... the feeling of hoping and wanting to see this person seems kinda bad. I shall jus try to think of this particular person more and then prolly i can dream of this particular person =)

*** I MiSs YoU~~~ ***

Ok i shall get prepared and bathe to get ready for my MoviEeEee...

Take care people, and most probably i wont be online for the next 2 days...


MiSsiNg YoU,
Amanda Chua

BuSy WeEkeNd...

This weekend ain't a resting week... it's gonna be a duper busy week for me. But well i'm kinda looking forward to weekends though, Especially Sat !!! Tmr night i'm going Hot Leg with Mr Sam... Hahah yea again, last week only for Tea though.

Ok i don't wanna talk about my weekends on what i'm doing yet, cause you never know if you have Spy in your blog you know...

However, everyone in the department went to have lunch together at Raffles Hotel, Triffin... Cause it's Secretariat week, and all coordinators and admins have had got free lunch from our managers =) Hmmm, food there wasnt that bad... lotsa curry and Naan... We all assume that there's some substance that's put into the food, cause all of us felt super sleepy after lunch.
And yes, me and Swo was like super happy, cause we can lunch together again today ! Since we can't go for Lunch together, occasionally we'll meet up for breakfast or dinner.

Oh anyways, we're all kinda touched by the little surprises our managers gave. When we're back from lunch, all coordinators and admins each had a bouquet of roses as well as balloons at our individual desk. It's pretty touching to see that scene, as we felt that we're really appreciated by our managers with all our hard work. Sometimes words and expression alone will never be able to explain how touched and appreciative we're with this little surprises they gave.

I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES !!! LOVE LOVE LOVE !!! =)))

Smiling Happily,
Amanda Chua

Quick Update...

Ok i'm jus gonna have a little quick update.

Friday nite afterwork, as usual needa find Hot Leg... haha actually i do have a few programme lined up properly.

7.30pm: Supposed to meet my friends over at Kallang, but i couldnt complete my work on time and gave it a missed...

11.30pm: Movie, Too Fast Too Furious 4... decided to give it a missed as i'm afraid i couldnt make it on time.

Arranged Hot Leg with SWO, completed my work at like close to 9pm, went to have dinner at Sushi Teh with SWO, SHO and EVN... Hahah after dinner, tht they might wanna head home, but we ended up at Brotzeit, having some German Beer. That place aint a good place for chilling, it's too warm !! Making us perspire !! We headed home abt 12midnight...

Was thinking of resting at home, but the night is still young !! Haha been telling Sam that i'm unable to meet him for Tea like more than 3 times ?? Cause it's either i end work late, or we're both eventually too lazy to head out. Wanted to go Tea party, but then it closes quite early. As Sam doesn't wan me to Zig Zag all the way to our Tea session. So he's being kind and sweet enough, asking me to head home, park my bike... and he picked me up.
We went 2am cafe instead, cus it's kinda late, well i kinda love the cheesecake, it's kinda special. Nice place to chill with Tea, Gossips and Desserts... And yea Thank You Sam for the treat =P (He insisted that the Cheesecake is for my belated bday cake)...

Alright Sat finally i've got time to give my baby a nice clean washup. Then headed down to Indoor for Lee Brother's Concert. And we celebrated Ouxiang's bday at the same time.. Before that we had dinner at Astron... Again~~ haahh i had it on my bday =P
Overall concert was not too bad, Stef Sun super sexy with that beautiful top she wore, we shouted sexy to her and she replied Thankiew in a kinda shy tone. And she played the piano, for that i forgot which song really well. Just that i feel we aint high enough, i shall save all the strength for her concert =P

Oh yea i took a pic with Olivia Ong, she's seated over at Row 2, while we're at Row 4. And Jeanette Sun was there too, seated at Row 1, seated separately with her parents. And we had supper at our usual hangout over at Prata House, and i rode back feeling tired and got stopped by Road Block... Phew~~ They didnt notice my P plate and didnt get caught for that =)

Okie there's something proud i wanna announce !! I went Running just now !!! Gosh, it's been a long long long time since i went Running... I felt kinda fat, think after i got my real freedom (being Single), i've gain like 2kg !! Gosh, can u believe it ? My appetite really got better, and also the Bangkok trip we kept eating non stop, and not forgetting 9 birthday cakes !!!
And also my Miss Lover who keep feeding me food almost, yes almost everyday...
I think maybe i ran at least a 3km ? I'm gonna ride my bike, follow the path i ran and see what's the exact distance i've covered. I didnt stop, and i think i ran at least a good 40mins, cus i completed my run with jus nice 1 completed album.
I'm glad i started the run today, wed will be Party nite !!! Definitely wont have strength to run on Thurs, and Fri... Hot Leg nite, sure wont be running as well. So yea, i made the right choice, target will jus be Once a week, follow by Twice a week and hopefully Thrice a week =) Slowly, just needa motivate myself.

Otherwise now i'll jus jog when i have the time and mood. But when i'm back from Taiwan, i gotta start planning a light training program for myself.

***Motivation from peers or anyone with great influence,
doesn't really help to push and make you strive.
It's the Determination by oneself, and the strength from god that actually gives u the will to strive and accomplish.***

Gonna be a busy busy busy and tiring week for me. But i'm sure i'll be able to survive... Keeping my fingers cross. =)


Felt Accomplished,
Amanda Chua

22nd Birthday Celebration

I've decided to blog abit on my bday celebration, seems like some of you are rather interested with my life. Hahha...

Thursday nite went to our usual Introbar... that Jess aka Foi was like super late can ?? Sophie can even take a train home, bathe, had dinner and make her way down and yet Jess was nt there yet. Anyways they ordered a drink for me, which is rather nice but pretty strong as it contains like 7 diff. hard liquor. And they bought a cake (my 3rd cake - Blackforest) and brought it out on surprise for me, so touched =) And heheee we had 8 shots, 2 each... Still we feel that Introbar was a little bored and decided to head up to New Asia Bar.

We ordered beer... haahh and the music aint to my liking, the crowd was kinda pathetic too. However i was a little drowsy after that... we sat down n gossip a little before heading back home. But overall it's a joyous night... I LOVE ALL YOU GALS !!! (Winnie, Jess, Sophie) =)

Then Friday morning, met up with Liyu, Cheryl, Apple, Katherine and Eddie for a round of Bowling session, havent bowl for the longest time. My ball was somewhere at home, hiding at 1 corner i guess. It's kinda fun, but i chip abit of my nails as i've got no time to cut it. We tried to squeezed into Edd's car and head to IMM, met up with the rest like Kenneth and Tiac... had lunch. (Thankiew all for paying for my lunch =P) Then haha had my 4th cake - Chocolate with nuts for moi bday.

Friday late afternoon, met up with Vien, Suet and Ms Phang and also Liyu joined us too. Had a mini video screening for Easter and also i kinda like Ms Phang's new house design, nice concept. And i had my 5th cake - Mango cake, or rather 2nd cake for the day... haha.
Oh yea followed by Dinner at Ding Tai Feng... (Thankiew Ms Phang for the Dinner =P)

Saturday evening met up with Sophie, was invited to Easter service introducing "The Final Solution", it was rather cool and it's funny and was rather touching. Then was introduced to a few new friends but it came too sudden, i almost couldn't remember all the names... oOps... my bad. I was supposed to suggest the place & what to have for dinner, but eventually still managed to force her to think of a place. We had Korea dinner over at East Coast, super nice, big and quiet place... i like. Jus tat i didnt go walk around and enjoy the sea breeze after dinner. Anyways the food was not bad. (Thankiew Sophie for the Dinner =P)

Saturday night when the clock strike 12midnight which is Sunday, my dearest Sophie was the 1st to wish me, kinda touched. Anyways wasnt very happy with my bro and felt kinda disappointed and bored, decided to head out for a ride. Yes riding alone on my bday can ? But i'm nt gonna blog abt my night ride, confidential on the place i go, heheheee... only some pple noe.

Morning had mac breakfast, afternoon a surprised 6th cake - ice cream blackforest from my family. Hahahaa... scared of cake already. But it's yummylicious...

Evening met up with my friends... Lala, Chairmeh, Ccc, Kaiwen, Peiwen, Peisien, Twl and Kee... Jingting and Eileen couldn't make it, no full attendance... hahhhaaa... We had this super cheap and reasonable western dinner. Followed by walk to the counter over at Nydc to choose my own cake and providing my own lighter. We headed to the fountain over at Suntec, they wanted me to pretend that the 7th cake was bought by them and i must look surprised. Played along with them and then we headed to M. walk for dessert at bakerzin.
I almost wanted to kill my dears (Chairmeh and Lala) when they coordinate with someone i ABSOLUTELY DOESNT WANNA SEE ON MY BDAY... to appear with a 8th chocolate cake... i was really pissed, that i almost wanted to carry my bag and walk out on them. But i calm myself down, not wanting to spoil everyone's mood. And then followed by a complimentary 9th warm chocolate cake from Bakerzin. Seriously sinful and it's like almost all related to chocolate... [FYI i love chocolate cake, that is why =)]

Anyways overall a very enjoyable bday this year, 1st cake - Banana Chocolate was from my colleagues sharing together with Kelly. And 2nd wasnt really a cake, it's ice cream from swensons with candles over at Hua Hin (Thailand) by Soi, Foi and Omm.

And and present from my Colleagues, a Small Coach wristlet cum shoulder bag. =))

Had a very blessed bday this year, with so many of my friends and beloved people celebrating with me. I've never felt so happy before, i really really really felt very blessed... I couldn't have imagine my life without all of you. And i've made a promise to really keep the friendships going stronger, we'll be friends till the end of time. I dare not dream that all can be friends till the end of time, but those i treasured and ofcourse those that treasure me as well.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU !!! MY DEARS, MY LOVER, MY FAMILY, MY COLLEAGUES, MY FRIENDS AND MY STRENGTH OF SUPPORT (YOU NOE WHO YOU ARE).... THANKIEW ALL SO SO SO MUCH... *HEARTS* + *MUACKS*

Ok i'm so sorry... my entry was super duper long with words, jus like some crazy essay. But well read if you want, if not thanks for dropping by my blog. Hahhaha


Felt Blessed and Loved,
Amanda Chua

TiRiNg bUt FuN~~~

Alright, i've seriously hell lotsa things to share regarding abt my trip or anything else. But i'm really busy...

Touched down in Sg at 0130 hrs (9 Apr 09), and i had to like take a cab home as there's flight delay, a painful S$35.00nett, i could have like drink quite a few bottles of beer over at Khao Shan. Ok, anyways i've not recuperate from my lack of sleep, as i reached home at 0230hrs (9 Apr 09). And i slept at 0300hrs (9 Apr 09) and woke up at 0630hrs (9 Apr 09), prepare myself and rode off to work. Was really tiring, but Thank God the workload for that day was acceptable, otherwise i'm gonna be so dead.

Had Pizza for dinner and as usual our Hangout place. Hhaha alright i shall update more, as i needa rush out for another gathering. And yes i reached home at 0300hrs (10 Apr 09) and now 0900hrs (10 Apr 09) i gotta shower up and head out for 2 diff. programs for today. =)

Super tiring week, but i really like this fully packed weekend. As it's a week that i can meet up with all, seriously all my Dear friends... Although there's 2 (Mr Hong Wei Kiat Melvin & Ms Soh Ying Huey) of them that i won't be able to meet up with, and a couple of my "Missy" friends, but it's ok i hope. If not it's gonna be really good...

Ok i have to go... Take Care My Dear Friends~~~

HAPPY EASTER DAY !!!


Delighted,
Amanda Chua

I NeEd $$$

While waiting for my hair to dry, was surfing some websites and i realised i've so many things that i tht of buying, yet i'm feeling so poor. How long do i have to work and save in order to buy the things i want ?

So many things i wanna do, but all of it involves $$$... Maybe i should just stop thinking of buying expensive stuff, since i can't afford it at all !!

But well i would still wish to design my bike, can anyone volunteer to design nice artwork for my bike ? Thought of customising the sticker for my bike. Though i used to be an art student, but my art aint fantastic. If someone can design really nice artwork for my bike, and somehow close to my character, i don't mind forking out the money to customise the stickers. =P
But i doubt anyone will be designing it... i shall try to get some inspiration and design 1 for my bike. Hehehe... but must match with my helmet as well. Hhahaa, that's provided i'll be riding for long, otherwise it's gonna be so wasted.

Ok i shall stop surfing the net !!!! I should try get more sleep !!!

Designer In Dream,
Amanda Chua

Shagged + Drained Out

I'm pretty drain out this week, i can't believed that i can work until 11.30pm at night, and reached home at 12midnight. Not clearing my own stuff, but clearing other's stuff. It's so like a torture can ?

But well that's life... "Feel the Bitterness before you can feel the sweetness"

Sometimes i just wish to hold it on so Deary, but sometimes i just wish to drop it like a Time Bomb. God, please help me... gimmi the strength please ???

I am feeling really tired, i seriously needa sleep early today, as i'll needa wake up early tmr morning. But we're so looking forward to Mac breakfast after that =P
I'm seriously eating alot nowadays, thanks to my Lover who's like feeding me !!

In order to make my life more colourful, i think i should take up ECC... Hehehe, planning in progress =) And i seriously wanna learn to pillion people, wondering how should i start...

Ok i'm really tired, gonna go shower and head to bed soon, and i'm so happy tonight, it's been a long time since i had a very proper and nice dinner !!

Shagged Out,
Amanda Chua