I dont know what is wrong with me these few weeks. I feel really lost with basically a lot of things. I'm usually nt like that, what is wrong? I'm a little panicking...
I feel paranoid with a lot of things, the way people look at me, I start to have doubts, I start to feel people are gossiping & talking bad abt me. I also feel everyones impression of me changes... What the hell is wrong with me?
Lost & Paranoid,
Amanda
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
RIP My Dearest Baby...
Received a saddening news this morning from my Mummy. Our beloved stray dog which we name it "Baby" passed away this morning. I'm lost for words when I heard about it. The worst thing that triggers my emotion is when my Mummy started crying over the phone. I really have the urge to rush down to her office and give her a big hug.
Baby, she first came to our world since 2004 June. Though she's a stray dog, but she's really very adorable, she listens to us, she spent 2 months with us at home before we send her to my Mummy's office. All I can say is that she took care of my Mummy well, she took care of our factory well. She's the Mother of all dogs at the factory where she will give signals on when to bark & when to stop.
She will also bite the fleas off from other doggies, took very good care of her babies. There's this particular Sofa which Baby will sleep on everyday inside my Mummy's office. But now, when my Mummy stared at the Sofa, she's no longer there and she feels sad. Its just not easy for my Mummy to handle... I felt really sad too.
I can't continue to blog abt it any further. I pray tat Baby will be better in heaven, she's been really good. I am quite sure she will be able to find new owners like us. Lastly, I want to thank her, for enduring the pain since last night till this morning. To give & show my parents her last strength of hope. I believed she feels relieve after seeing my parents for the last time before she bid goodbye. Baby RIP and remember, we will always Love u & u'll always be in our hearts.
Love,
Amanda & Family
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.
Baby, she first came to our world since 2004 June. Though she's a stray dog, but she's really very adorable, she listens to us, she spent 2 months with us at home before we send her to my Mummy's office. All I can say is that she took care of my Mummy well, she took care of our factory well. She's the Mother of all dogs at the factory where she will give signals on when to bark & when to stop.
She will also bite the fleas off from other doggies, took very good care of her babies. There's this particular Sofa which Baby will sleep on everyday inside my Mummy's office. But now, when my Mummy stared at the Sofa, she's no longer there and she feels sad. Its just not easy for my Mummy to handle... I felt really sad too.
I can't continue to blog abt it any further. I pray tat Baby will be better in heaven, she's been really good. I am quite sure she will be able to find new owners like us. Lastly, I want to thank her, for enduring the pain since last night till this morning. To give & show my parents her last strength of hope. I believed she feels relieve after seeing my parents for the last time before she bid goodbye. Baby RIP and remember, we will always Love u & u'll always be in our hearts.
Love,
Amanda & Family
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Depressed...
I think I need serious help... I'm afraid of having & getting mild depression. Work is killing me inside out, its not abt the workload but something else...
Sometimes I wonder, since world is never fair, what else shld I do?
Its like a senario of 2 very close guy friends fighting for 1 girlfriend. I can't or can never be able to express how I feel. I jus feel that whatever effort put in, had already gone to waste. I dont usually give up easily, my determinations are always strong. But this time round its different. I give up & I'm too tired...
Why shit always happened to me? I don't noe why... All I can say is that... Amanda is dead... And I've became "a confession of an alcoholic" I jus don't wish to start another tempting bad "habit"...
Btw... I'm really too tired... Take care all...
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.
Sometimes I wonder, since world is never fair, what else shld I do?
Its like a senario of 2 very close guy friends fighting for 1 girlfriend. I can't or can never be able to express how I feel. I jus feel that whatever effort put in, had already gone to waste. I dont usually give up easily, my determinations are always strong. But this time round its different. I give up & I'm too tired...
Why shit always happened to me? I don't noe why... All I can say is that... Amanda is dead... And I've became "a confession of an alcoholic" I jus don't wish to start another tempting bad "habit"...
Btw... I'm really too tired... Take care all...
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.
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