Been awhile...

Since I took Mrt, I didn't know there's so much change, somehow like taiwan's mrt style. Probably it's due to e danger in riding, I've been taking public transport more than usual. But I'll still cont. to ride for the time being.

Maybe I'll take now to update a little abt my Bangkok trip. It's a pretty good one, staying at a better hotel (Arnoma). Very near to central area, hunting lotsa weird places for good & authentic thai food. Lotsa shopping but seriously 4 days 3 nights ain't enough for us. But doesn't matter, might be going every year. I pretty enjoy my trip.

Been rather busy this week, lotsa stuff like department's bbq, wedding & birthday celebrations. Will upload photos when I'm free. Don't hv e pics in my phone though.

There's lotsa nice movies I wanna watch, Mulan I've watched it & it's pretty good, everyone shld catch it & stay after e movie for a nice "Mu Lan Qing" theme song for Mulan movie by Stefanie Sun Yanzi. Other than tat shall update on all the shows I wanna watch & date me for that. Hahha..

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How My Heart Feel...

Blogging in e bus right now... Penny of my thoughts still. I hate it when I'm like that, I tried not to think, but easier said than done.

Event a success yesterday night I'll say, though in e beginning it's kinda Chaotic. But something jus strike my mind when the event ended. Feeling sad or happy? Well a rather mixed feeling I'll say. Shan't mention it here though...

Yesterday was a hell scary night on my way back. I'll never forget that very moment. The speed I'm travelling & a stupid Van jus cut into my lane when I'm approaching at a rather fast speed. My immediately reaction was to jam brake, but due to e speed, my bike skidded. However, I didn't fall, neither did I hit e Van. Thanks to 1 of e driver & a rider whom helped me to horn as long & loud. I even tried to swerve my bike away from tat Van. Just right after tat, I felt seriously scared, lotsa things started flashing in my mind. I cried while riding back...

I prayed & thank god tat I'm ok, otherwise, seriously I don't know what will happen to me with that speed.

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Testing Test Blogging Via Phone

I'm feeling anxious and excited about tonight. Great exposure, however, can only update about it when I'm back home from the event.

Anyways, I've been sneezing since yesterday night, a little flu-like symptom.. I hope it's jus false alarm, can't afford to fall sick! I needa enjoy.

Will update again about tonight... Heheh

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APPEC & APEC

2 down for APPEC, though it's my 1st time, but am happy then everything's good. Got us pretty busy preparing and make sure everything's good, but now it's over, we can breathe a little again. Me managed to go for supper & 2 movies within a week, great improvement =)

However, now comes APEC, sure gonna be real busy again. Especially getting involved in a major event, no joke... But it's ok, just gotta endure for a little while more and hope things gonna be good for me again. Lesser stress, happier Amanda =P

Gonna thank these 2 diff. people who keep asking me out, knowing that i've been pretty stress out ever since... hmmmm.... I have no idea. So lotsa movies, supper and just hanging out means alot to me. Heheee, enjoyable week i'll say...

1) Sense of satisfaction at work
2) Knocking off work early
3) Watching a couple of movies (Jennifer's Body, AstroBoy & My girlfriend is an agent)
4) Chill out
5) Slacking at home on a Sun, influenced by friends & started playing Cafe World.

Wanna upload some pics, but am too lazy to transfer it in. Take care everybardy & enjoy ur week...

Gearing Up for APEC,
Amanda Chua

Smiling Away... =)

Ha !! It's really nice, I love that feeling !! It's been a long long time, although conversation seems short and normal, but it makes my heart skips like Skippy !! Making me smile throughout the whole short conversation. Contented, seriously... =) Thankiew !!

Just feeling happy, so just wanna blog about it, otherwise it's always a emo entry which not many people like.

Cloud Nine Mood,
Amanda Chua =)

Contradicting...

Oh gosh, i've sucha contradicting thinking, I cant believe it !!! Gosh~~~

1stly, whenever I'm too busy with work, I just feel like some idiot working so hard and receiving nothing in return, in the end I'm feeling depressed and sad about why things/shit happens only to me.

2ndly, whenever I'm too free, I start to think so much. Like how stupid my life is, how stupid I am, overwork but unpaid. Doing so much yet not being appreciated or even recognised. Caring so much for others, using every ways to make everyone around me happy. Congratulating others, feeling happy for others. But thinking back, there is nothing that makes me happy. I mean, yes, I'm happy whenever I see my friends/whoever around me are happy.

I really have to stop thinking sooo much, it's not healthy. But is there a method or something to stop myself from thinking sooo much ? It's seriously wayyy tooo muchhh....

Call me emo kid, but well... i'm just concern about myself, about my future... but for now work is killing me silently, i guess it's way too much for me to handle. Prolly i just need a shoulder to cry on, i need a nice hug, i need a nice holiday, i need some love be it from friends, family, guy, gal, my 2 lovely doggies or whoever.

Alright it's getting late, good nite love...

***When Will I Ever Stand Out, While Every Other Things Look Blurry??***

Deep deep thoughts,

Amanda Chua

Time Well Spent...

Managed to get the Car on Sat night, decided to bring my mum out for a nice dinner. Dempsy a place which Mummy have never been to. I guess we're all grown up, bringing her out for nice food, getting her exposed to a better life with better experience is what I want.

Drove her to Barracks (Western dinner), we're kind sick of Japnese food, not really sick but wants to try something diff. with a nice atmosphere. Asking mum to have red and white wine during the dinner too. I guess it's the kind of dinner we always wanted, however, sadly my dad is always too busy to join us.

Places like Dempsy, Holland V. and somewhere further will only be in our mind if we have car. However, will explore alot more nice places with my baby before I can drive my family out for nice dinner again. I love...

Family Love,
Amanda Chua