TuRniNg bAcK tiMeS...

If i could turn back the time, i'll put you 1st in my life~~ And i swear, if you come back into my life, even till the end of time, oh yes i do...

Haha this songs jus linger in my mind for no apparent reason. As each & every single one of us will wish to turn back times for certain things that happened in life. But i strongly believed, once you screw it up, chances of turning back the time or given a chance will be a mere 15% at most ?
If you had asked me on which are the things i regret n wish to turn back the time to amend it, there'll be a few stuff:-

1. To study harder !
2. To treasure all my "ex" friends (which i lost some...)
3. To love this 1 particular person whole heartedly (which there'll nv be a 2nd chance anymore) - which i blame myself so much as i screwed it up.

These are the 3 stuffs which lingers strongly in my mind and heart. I know i'm being rather random, but thats me, shot whatever i want, whatever things that's in my mind.

Sometimes you wont know how much u regret until you really lose something and nv will be able to get it back.

I have doubts, yet i see a dim light of hope, but i can foresee that my heart will be shattered into million pieces once more if i follow this dim light of hope. I'm usually someone who's quite firm on my decision, but why am i hesitating and doubting on certain stuff ? I seriously cant find an answer to it.

Like Saturday was a rather bad day for me, but i'm still able of portray the cheerful side of myself. Like Stef gave us hope, by appearing at the eawards concert, i'm not expecting much from her, therefore when she sang only 1 song, i'm not utterly disappointed.
That's human, therefore don't expect too much in life, as you might experience a greater disappointment.


*** When the night approached, sadness lingers in my mind. When my handphone beep, my heart skips a little faster, hoping that it was you. When i'm in trouble, the first one i think of wasn't you. The feeling of being loved, slowly fades, leaving no rooms for tears. ***

I'm sorry for being so random, jus feels that my mind couldn't think properly...

Take care and stay happy to whoever happened to drop by my blog. Appreciated...