BuSy SePtEmBer...

WaKe mE Up, wHeN sEptEmBeR eNds...

It's gonna be a busy busy September... I can literally just plot down my confirmed schedule here.

30 Aug - 1 Sep
- Bintan Trip =)

4 Sep
- Friday Nite, Usually a Night to Hangout =P

5 Sep - 6 Sep
- Attending a Wedding @ JB and Stayover at Hotel

10 Sep
- Colleagues Day

11 Sep
- Jump Play @ Esplanade

12 Sep
- Working in the Morning... Saturday Duty

13 Sep
- Wedding Workshop, Needa work whole of Sunday

17 Sep
- Suet's Peagent (Finals)

After that will be preparation for F1... though i reckon that I might not be totally involved... but well prolly I'll be busy helping out with small little thing I guess...

Hahhaha I'm feeling so Sexcited !!! ( i know there's no such word, but i just like to use it ) I'm departing for Bintan Soon... Real Soon... I'm almost done with packing and after getting a little sleep and I'll be going off for breakfast and then WELCOME TO BINTAN !!! My first time to Bintan, and after much recommendation and consideration. I've decided to pay the amount to stay at Mayang Sari Seaview Resort. Guess it's gonna be fun with good company =)

Take care everybardy and I'll be back soon within a blink. It's finally a well deserving break after my freaking stress workload and job. I'm gonna throw all work behind and totally relax myself.

Sexcitedly,
Amanda Chua

Really Really Not Feeling Happy...

I'm really not feeling Happy... I've not really feel happy for a long time, except maybe for yesterday I have had a great good laugh over dinner, although in my mind still thinking about work.

I dont really know what i wanna blog about, but.... just wanna say SORRY and THANK YOU ALL !!!

Sorry for making all of you angry, as most of you mentioned that all of you care, thats why...

Thank you all for the nagging, constant scolding, constant care and concern, showering of love, showering of time and money for chilling and many many more... never enough of Thanks...

*** I know you care, I know I'm stubborn, but you know I care for you too and you're duper stubborn too, but nevertheless Thanks for everything !! Love You... =) ***

The Useless Me...

Am I Useless ? Yes, I am when it comes to friendship.

I realise I am always the one, experiencing SHIT when it comes to maintaining a friendship. It is always the TIME as a factor. However, I have very close friends, whom I tht we will really be BFF. But... until now, I really have no idea what is wrong. I really want to know what went wrong, but I just can't bring up my courage to ask again. I don't want to be SHUT by unknown answer, and keep poundering. I have to know what went wrong, before I can change or do something to improve on the friendship.

It really affects me, I mean, no one will understand how I feel...

Probably it's just the matter of time that things will turn out well ? Nah, I don't think so...
Probably I should just treat that nothing have happened ? Nah, It's not easy...
Probably I should just wait for the right opportunity to have a talk with them ?
Probably I am just thinking too much ? Nah, I don't think so too... Cause things seems different.

Can I have an answer, Can I know what's going on wrong ? We're close friends before, am sure there will be ways to make things turn out well again. We spend so much time, so much effort, but just within the snap of our fingers, everything just drop to square 1 ? Still remembering the happy times which all of us have spent together ? How we actually put in effort to celebrate each and everyone's birthday ?

Please God... I just need to know the reason, I just need an answer, or rather I pray that I can really get a reply someday. I know that this friendship to me means alot, it's definitely not a Hi-Bye friendship. But if they think I'm only worth the Hi-Bye category, then I'll really give up.

Sincerely Hearts The Old Days,
Amanda Chua

Webs Webs All Over...

Busy with work as usual, how long will it takes for me to really settle down and go home early everyday =(


It's not easy, it's not something i really love doing, but am i determined to endure through ? I just have to see, i cant predict what my answer gonna be. I just need time...

I can hear my Liver screaming in pain, occasionally ? I kinda like Mr Punch Winebar =) Drinking fast & much with empty stomach aint fun... Bad experience but i just dont know what got into me, i just drink like i'm drinking plain water...

Almost every week there will be a couple days of drinking, almost every week partying. Went to the New Club, Social House... Hmmm, aint a very fantastic place, but wearing Bikini & award you with a free entry ? Why not ? Most guys will like that place as most gals wear bikini and dancing away. Hahahha... But with that new group of girls, i'll say it's rather fun, at least i dont feel outcast =P

Had lotsa activities the past few weeks, i almost couldnt remember all. But i'm really really happy for a few reasons:

1. Managed to meet up with Eddie & Gang, also Vicky which i've seen her for years !!


2. Met up with Mainey & Joseph and MELVIN, which gave me a shocked and POP out from somewhere, I'm really really happy & delighted when i saw him =) Thankiew all for making me Smile & Laugh after a long & stressful day at work =P


3. K-boxing with the gals... ahha and my gf can really sing for nuts !! She's really good !! =)


4. Kite flying with our Catering Team, omg i didnt know kite flying can be so fun !! With the correct group of friends and people =)


5. Met up with my poly friends, Nurul, Aisha, Ibnu, Jo, Mel & Iffa !!! Congrates Iffa !!! It's your Engagement day, glad that you felt so happy when u see all of us there.


6. Steamboat with my family today, on National Day... Been a long time... Ever since i'm so involved in work, dont even have time for a proper family dinner =(

There's alot more... I dont think i can finish typing. Or rather it will make my entry duper boring.

Let's plan for somemore outing =) I'm loving it... I love all my colleagues !!!

***You'll are the one that makes me pull through my tough & difficult times. You'll are the one that really make me smile and feels everything is easy. Without You'll I really dont know how my life will be. HEARTS !!!***

Happy Birthday Singapore,
Amanda Chua