Feeling this blog is useless ?
- No one reads it.
Thinking my work is stressful ?
- Can only blame it on myself.
I'm too kind & stupid ?
- Yes indeed, sometimes it doesnt pay to be kind =(
Effort, care & hardwork put in not recognised ?
- Sometimes it's quite disheartening, therefore, I feel that i'm SO STUPID...
There's alot more I can continue, about how much effort I put in for certain things, or how much care I show, or what so ever... It seems like only me, myself & I will know... But it's ok, looking at the positive side, I believe at least god will be the only one that can see.
I have alot of random thts in mind, but well I dont want to be emo, I dont want people to have the impression of me "ALWAYS BEING EMO". I'm the "THINK ALOT GAL", which i hate it at times.
Ok I guess i'm beginning to blog crap, but I guess it doesnt matter. Only I blog & I read... ;P
The Not So Feeling Ok,
Amanda Chua
Sunday, September 20, 2009
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Definitely there are ppl reading. Im one of them. Dun feel dishearten cos no recognition was given. Rem one thing, you do thing not for ppl to see. and dun think u have done alot, cos there are ppl who did more. its the achievement u get from it. Make it an intrinsic motivation rather than an extrinsic motivation. it will make you feel happier. Cheers~
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