Depressed...

I think I need serious help... I'm afraid of having & getting mild depression. Work is killing me inside out, its not abt the workload but something else...
Sometimes I wonder, since world is never fair, what else shld I do?

Its like a senario of 2 very close guy friends fighting for 1 girlfriend. I can't or can never be able to express how I feel. I jus feel that whatever effort put in, had already gone to waste. I dont usually give up easily, my determinations are always strong. But this time round its different. I give up & I'm too tired...

Why shit always happened to me? I don't noe why... All I can say is that... Amanda is dead... And I've became "a confession of an alcoholic" I jus don't wish to start another tempting bad "habit"...

Btw... I'm really too tired... Take care all...
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