Feeling Sick

I cant remember when is the last time I fall really sick. Now I'm with Flu, Sore Throat, Cough & Headache. F1 really hit my limit, making me fall sick. I don't think I'm really that weak, just prolly due to the constant working till late hours in the office.
Then followed by F1, which I'm a bartender working at the Sky Terrace at the Pit Stop suite. Report work at 10am, baking & standing from 12 noon all the way till 12 midnight is now joke. Dehydrations are so bad that we drank lotsa water but yet we didnt pee the whole day. That's how terrible it is...

My poor gal, Sophie she was with me mending the Bar at Sky Terrace, she ended up with some heat rash (doctor said it's allergy, how stupid!) It's a good experience but well I cant comment much here. As compare to the others, I feel mine was not as bad. I really salute all the banquet team member, they do us proud, seriously. Their work committement & work efficency level, I would say it's not eveyone can do it.

Many won't be able to see the hard work we are going thru unless they have been thru it themselves. Now we know how hard it is, since we've been thru it.

Quote: Show your appreciation towards their hard work, to make them feel recognised and appreciated.

I just want to Thank everyone !! Most importantly ofcourse my lover which have gone thru thick and thin with me... We managed to endure it thru !!!

Weakling Sickling,
Amanda Chua =)

Random Thoughts...

Feeling this blog is useless ?
- No one reads it.

Thinking my work is stressful ?
- Can only blame it on myself.

I'm too kind & stupid ?
- Yes indeed, sometimes it doesnt pay to be kind =(

Effort, care & hardwork put in not recognised ?
- Sometimes it's quite disheartening, therefore, I feel that i'm SO STUPID...

There's alot more I can continue, about how much effort I put in for certain things, or how much care I show, or what so ever... It seems like only me, myself & I will know... But it's ok, looking at the positive side, I believe at least god will be the only one that can see.

I have alot of random thts in mind, but well I dont want to be emo, I dont want people to have the impression of me "ALWAYS BEING EMO". I'm the "THINK ALOT GAL", which i hate it at times.

Ok I guess i'm beginning to blog crap, but I guess it doesnt matter. Only I blog & I read... ;P

The Not So Feeling Ok,
Amanda Chua

Weddings...

Attended 2 different weddings just for the month of Sep.

Sometimes my blog seems kinda useless, nevertheless I shall jus post up more pics =)

We travelled to JB specially for Sangar's wedding.

Next up:

Our dearest Yiwen's wedding.

Love this pic, so Peagent contest kinda feel =)

We had a mini conversation on dressing for weddings. To always dress up nicely, it's like a respect to the newly wedd. However, sometimes everyone's dress sense are diff.

Happy Me... Smile, Laugh, Enjoy & Have Fun =)

Ok busy busy thats all I can say... I have yet to upload so many many photos. Mummy's birthday and also Bintan Trip... This coming week, gonna be busy, probably will update my blog and upload my photos soon.

Meanwhile, I would just like to share that the Happy & Smiley Amanda is sort of back. Received too many happy news, spent quality time with people I really Love... Too many many things, too many till i dont like the emo Amanda. (Duh~~ who like it anyway ?)

Ok I'm feeling really tired and shagged out. I shall rest early tonight and then continue with my busy week ahead.

HaPpy & bLeSsEd,
Amanda Chua

BuSy SePtEmBer...

WaKe mE Up, wHeN sEptEmBeR eNds...

It's gonna be a busy busy September... I can literally just plot down my confirmed schedule here.

30 Aug - 1 Sep
- Bintan Trip =)

4 Sep
- Friday Nite, Usually a Night to Hangout =P

5 Sep - 6 Sep
- Attending a Wedding @ JB and Stayover at Hotel

10 Sep
- Colleagues Day

11 Sep
- Jump Play @ Esplanade

12 Sep
- Working in the Morning... Saturday Duty

13 Sep
- Wedding Workshop, Needa work whole of Sunday

17 Sep
- Suet's Peagent (Finals)

After that will be preparation for F1... though i reckon that I might not be totally involved... but well prolly I'll be busy helping out with small little thing I guess...

Hahhaha I'm feeling so Sexcited !!! ( i know there's no such word, but i just like to use it ) I'm departing for Bintan Soon... Real Soon... I'm almost done with packing and after getting a little sleep and I'll be going off for breakfast and then WELCOME TO BINTAN !!! My first time to Bintan, and after much recommendation and consideration. I've decided to pay the amount to stay at Mayang Sari Seaview Resort. Guess it's gonna be fun with good company =)

Take care everybardy and I'll be back soon within a blink. It's finally a well deserving break after my freaking stress workload and job. I'm gonna throw all work behind and totally relax myself.

Sexcitedly,
Amanda Chua

Really Really Not Feeling Happy...

I'm really not feeling Happy... I've not really feel happy for a long time, except maybe for yesterday I have had a great good laugh over dinner, although in my mind still thinking about work.

I dont really know what i wanna blog about, but.... just wanna say SORRY and THANK YOU ALL !!!

Sorry for making all of you angry, as most of you mentioned that all of you care, thats why...

Thank you all for the nagging, constant scolding, constant care and concern, showering of love, showering of time and money for chilling and many many more... never enough of Thanks...

*** I know you care, I know I'm stubborn, but you know I care for you too and you're duper stubborn too, but nevertheless Thanks for everything !! Love You... =) ***

The Useless Me...

Am I Useless ? Yes, I am when it comes to friendship.

I realise I am always the one, experiencing SHIT when it comes to maintaining a friendship. It is always the TIME as a factor. However, I have very close friends, whom I tht we will really be BFF. But... until now, I really have no idea what is wrong. I really want to know what went wrong, but I just can't bring up my courage to ask again. I don't want to be SHUT by unknown answer, and keep poundering. I have to know what went wrong, before I can change or do something to improve on the friendship.

It really affects me, I mean, no one will understand how I feel...

Probably it's just the matter of time that things will turn out well ? Nah, I don't think so...
Probably I should just treat that nothing have happened ? Nah, It's not easy...
Probably I should just wait for the right opportunity to have a talk with them ?
Probably I am just thinking too much ? Nah, I don't think so too... Cause things seems different.

Can I have an answer, Can I know what's going on wrong ? We're close friends before, am sure there will be ways to make things turn out well again. We spend so much time, so much effort, but just within the snap of our fingers, everything just drop to square 1 ? Still remembering the happy times which all of us have spent together ? How we actually put in effort to celebrate each and everyone's birthday ?

Please God... I just need to know the reason, I just need an answer, or rather I pray that I can really get a reply someday. I know that this friendship to me means alot, it's definitely not a Hi-Bye friendship. But if they think I'm only worth the Hi-Bye category, then I'll really give up.

Sincerely Hearts The Old Days,
Amanda Chua