Saturday, June 20, 2009

Confused + Tiring...

Last week wasnt a good week for me, excluding the weekends which i had fun.

I'm confused about a few stuff actually, which makes me unable to sleep for the past week. I need someone to talk to, but seems like nobody will really understand my situation. Therefore I can only keep it to myself, and suffer...
Shared it with my family though, but well...

For a few nights, I can wake up in the middle of the night suddenly, and cant get back to sleep after that, then I'll start to visualise the whole scenario. Otherwise I'm so so so tired after i reached home from work, I tht I might have a good nite sleep, in the end I'll be tossing and turning in bed, poundering again before I fall deep asleep.

How how how how how ??? I'm running out of Time, I'm running out of Energy, I'm running out of Passion...

Maybe I should start with a little prayer everynite before I sleep ?

Maybe I should just let myself suffer... in a good way, good perspective ?

I just seriously need some listening ears and advise... but... I always like to tell others, just follow your heart. But now I'm confused, and my heart aint opening a pathway for me to head on to.

Alright... I cant go on... I'm very very very confused still...

Confusion,
Amanda Chua

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